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Reconciliation

FAKE LOVE!

Kabbalah - Tree of Life

The Mother

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Reconciliation


Edited for the web page, this message from ladynada, discusses the
reconciliation among all beings in creation.


      To:  Winifred Barton            Message #:  10
    From:  ladynada@ix.netcom.com     Submitted:  03 Feb 96  09:30:24
 Subject:  RECONCILIATION                Status:  Private


To: cosmic-one@intersurf.com, galaxia@world.std.com, ruow@world.std.com
Date: Sat, 3 Feb 1996 13:30:24 +0000
Subject: RECONCILIATION

 > From:             Ade.Smith@telos.org (Ade Smith)
 > Date sent:        02 Feb 96 10:34:54 -0400
 > Subject:          13th-3
 > To:               cosmic-one@intersurf.com

 > Hello to all - Zochbeed speaking.

 > Over the past ten years I have written reams of appreciation for
 > all the Gods; the 42 assessors of the dead; Rex Mundi etc., and
 > passed the tests they gave me. Each one of these huge cells in the

I have been getting this in the last week. We need to RECONCILE with
All of our perceived ENEMIES. High on the list are, Lucifer, Anu (of
the Annunaki), and the Reptilians. We need to work TOGETHER with all
of these, in the birthing of the next dispensation. Some of these are
in danger (of a sort) themselves, and most of these are not at all
what we have been taught to think.

We are at a time, when NEW RULES are being decided and set down, and
we have opportunity to include our input in the decision making
processes. I am talking about CREATION rules - new ones, especially
some to account for what was LEARNED in the last dispensation (what
some would call mistakes).

On our i_ufo-l mailing list, Dave Schultz started a thread(ed)
conversation called SUMMARIES ONLY, asking for folks to post their
summaries of what they think is going on. Dave reasoned that each
person has pieces of the grand puzzle, and that if we put them
together we might see the Big Picture. Well... .imagine what can be
added to this puzzle by Lucifer, Anu and the Dracos. 

Who are we kidding? Anyways? Are we who we say we are? Are we the
embodiment of Light and Love? If so, where can we find room for
HATRED, REVENGE, and DESIRE TO KILL? What are YOUR feelings/will
toward Lucifer (Satan), Anu, and the Dracos?

But the New Narrative is MATRIARCHAL moving from Yang to Yin, towards
equality in the YIN YANG UNIVERSE. Restoring The Mother to Her Right
Place is a clear directive.

 > All members of the 13th Tribe recognised this urgent need for
 > equilibrium on one level or another.

This balance, Middle Path, Monopole, is the PLACE where you find it in
your HEART to love what the realm of duality calls your ENEMIES. 

These guys that we have called our enemies, are simply PEOPLE like us.
They are also the ignorant children of The Mother and Father, like we
are. They are also learning from their experiences, just as are we.
You cannot simply say that you can love Lucifer or the reptilians. You
have to FEEL it too. That's the essence of the Middle Path.

That's how the Mother feels about ALL of her children. "But these are
my babies!", She cries. Will She condemn her own offspring to eternal
darkness?

We are fast approaching a cycled-event of creation renewal. All come
up for evaluation, renewal, and re-assignment. Lessons learned,
determine the new laws of creation for the next cycle. These so-called
bad guys have the understandings from their experiences to add to the
mix. Who are we to condemn them? How can we refuse their input? They
played their parts in this huge GAME, and if we CHOOSE to focus on
playing the VICTIM, we will miss our chance to contribute to the
rule-making for the next game. Here is our opportunity to play
different roles in the next game. No more victimhood; we are not and
were not victims. We must face REALITY. We are not children anymore,
we should at least be adolescents.

In the RUOW books, it is explained how, we, essentially as babes,
infants, and toddlers, just walked out of our Parents Household. Why?
We left because our Parents were in the middle of a DIVORCE. We were
confused, and blamed ourselves for the breakup of our Holy Family. No
one in creation understood Free-Will and Emotions. Emotions were
unpredictable and scary. We all simply wanted to abbrogate our own
wills, and do Daddy's will instead. You can call it a mistake, but it
is simply a lesson learned through experience/evolution. Afterall, who
was there to teach the FIRST PARENTS how to parent?

We left home as little children, went out on our own, confused and
ignorant. We have been learning the hard way. Now... we can come back
home to Mommy and Daddy, as teenagers. In fact, we were the
adventurers - we explored the creation. Now, when we return home for a
brief visit, we have great stories to tell our parents. Our parents
are RE-UNITED and will throw a BIG PARTY for us. We, together again as
a Holy Family, will learn all the lessons from everyone's experiences.

What will we have learned? A few things that I can see at this point.
One, we learned to do our own wills, that FREE-WILL gift from our
Mother. We learned that the barometer of our own wills is our emotions
and feelings. (Earth Wind and Fire, sang in one song, "ain't it funny
that the way you feel shows on your face". The words from your mouth,
the intellectualizing to yourself, are not your will - your feelings
are, and you cannot hide them. Stop denying them.) We learned that
there is no Good and no Evil. We learned the difference between "LIKE"
and Love. (ask me if you dont know the difference).

Can we do this? Can we make the transition, SMOOTH? Can we avoid the
more traumatic life experiences that are slated for many of our
brethren's souls? I mean, why should so many souls experience violent
death in passing? Who says, that such an experience will not hurt the
soul, even if it does incarnate again, on earth or anywhere else. The
soul might feel great anguish, hurt. The soul may want revenge and
restitution. How can those of us who think WE are alright, ignore the
real pain and hurt feelings in others who are less aware? Being on the
Middle Path, does NOT mean a cold-unfeeling logical view of creation.
There is compassion on the Middle Path. Being on the Middle Path does
not ignore pain and suffering that occurs in time, even if time does
not exist in higher dimensions.

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FAKE LOVE!


Edited for the web page, this message from ladynada, discusses the
Head Trip that leads to Fake Love.


someone said:

 > For example, I am panhandled by a street person with a strong body
 > odor. My immediate reaction might be aversion. This aversion arises
 > with the contact with the street person, is due to past events and
 > not under my control. If I am mindful of this aversion, it goes no
 > further in my mind. I realize that I am dealing with a fellow human
 > being. I make a decision to deal compassionately with him. This
 > decision will affect my future meetings with a streetperson. I
 > might not have the feeling of aversion then.

Oh my...  your compassion is FAKED, in this example.

Please, let's look at this carefully.  you said:

 > If I am mindful of this aversion, it goes no further in my mind.

Here your mind takes precedence over your feeling (aversion).  Your
emotional body is telling you something about your self in regards to
this encounter.  You choose to deny your feelings, and let your mind
take control.  The denial is expressed as 'goes no further in my mind'

Notice here, that what you are in your totality, you _seem_ to choose
to be ONLY MIND.  I point this out because when you short circuit the
emotional body, you cannot complete the circuit into the Heart, and
then have a LOVE action done by the Body.  You have FOUR parts, and
you choose to be and stay in only the one part, the mind.

Continue to look at what you said.  After denying your emotions, your
mind starts into the RULES, DOGMA, and DOCTRINES to which you have
relinquished both your mind and your will.  The rules say, "this is a
fellow human being".  i.e. therefore I _MUST_, OUGHT TO, SHOULD, love
this person unconditionally.  Thats the dogma.

So when you say, then, 

 > I make a decision to deal compassionately with him.

You have NOT made any decision.  Not you. The rule which controls your
mind, made the decision; you are a slave to the rule.

Therefore your compassion is feigned, fake, contrived, forced.

I submit to you, that there is also no HEART LOVE in this compassion,
either.  Then what you do with the body to help the street person is a
DECEIT, on your part.

 > This decision will affect my future meetings with a streetperson.

It certainly will.  You will suppress your emotions even more next
time.  Bury them inside you. So that...

 > I might not have the feeling of aversion then.

and then the rules tell you that, that means you are loving.

when in fact, it means the exact opposite.

-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=

What is an alternative?  Let your emotional body speak to you about
who you are.  The aversion you felt is telling you something.  I cant
say what, because there are so many possible reasons for you to have
felt this aversion.  Maybe you think you are better than this street
person, and your emotional body hates YOU for being so self-righteous.
So that, if you stopped to listen to your feelings, then maybe your
mind would have gotten the message and said to you, 'there but for the
grace of God go I, what makes you better than him, huh?"  Maybe you
get a dose of humility.  THEN, then your cold heart will be softened,
and then you can have a TRUE expression of compassion, and a love
action in the body to express to the homeless person.  Then your love
is real.  And you do your own will.  You literally LEARN to love. 
You, you, you, your self CHOOSE to LOVE.  and its a WHOLE self
expression of all your 4 parts, mind, emotions (will), heart, and
body.

ladynada

p.s. no personal offense to you, but the reaction you described is a
HEAD TRIP.  Lopsided and imbalanced.  A BIG HEAD.  And people who are
taught this kind of feigned love, will fall over and hit their big
heads....  hopefully knock some sense, as in FEELING, into them.

p.p.s.  if anyone is insulted, then FEEL those feelings and find out
what they are telling you about your self.





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Kabbalah-Tree Of Life


This essay from ladynada, discusses the REASON for
the recent crop circle at Barbury Castle.

Tree of Life 

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The Mother


Edited for the web page, this message from ladynada, discusses the
Mother of all Creation.

The Mother 

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Message #5



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