Journal of a Sabbatical

the working wounded

RIP Jacques Cousteau

June 25, 1997




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wound of unknown origin

Shansie has a previously undiscovered wound of unknown origin. The vet discovered it when she went in for spaying. The wound obviously occurred prior to her arrival at the shelter. This means one thing: quarantine! Wound of unknown origin means possible rabies exposure. Unlike a lot of places, MRFRS does not kill cats that have wounds of unknown origin. As Stacy put it: "Far too many cats who don't have rabies are put to sleep because of it." So, we have a rabies quarantine area set up. I can't work in it because I haven't had my rabies shot (yes there is a preexposure vaccine - all staff who work in the quarantine room have had the vaccine).

I told Stacy the Buddha is smiling down on us for not killing these cats.

wounds of known origin

Slinky swiped at my right hand and got a claw into the tip of my pinky. Boy he knows where to get the most blood!

Quincy swiped at me every time I walked by her. Twice she drew blood - once from my left hand between thumb and forefinger (y'know, the really tender part of your hand) and once from my right forearm when I attempted to pick up Molly's food dish (or was it Charlie's? I don't remember).

is that the thunder in the distance I hear?

The mockingbird is singing something that sounds like a mouse squeaking or a really weak kitten mewling for food - not at all like a bird song. Thunder has started. It rumbles and the sky gets darker but no sign of rain or lightning yet. I can't tell how far away it is. Aren't you supposed to count the seconds between the lightning and the thunder to calculate how far away it is? What if you can't see the lightning?

I would really like to shut this Mac down and finish this later, but work addict that I am I don't want to stop performing a task until it's done. And after all, the lifeguard hasn't closed the swimming pool yet - so obviously whatever system he uses for calculating how close it is says it's still far enough away.

A robin landed on the wire outside with a worm in his mouth. Umm at 4:45 in the afternoon he's not exactly the early bird.

The thunder is getting louder and more frequent and I heard the lifeguard whistle to clear the pool. I just looked outside and there's still a couple of kids in the pool but the lifeguard is closing up. The sky still looks almost blue under the clouds. It's an odd sky. Threatening but not too threatening.

working

for the cats

I've spent the better part of the afternoon working on rewriting part of the brochure for the Purrfect Companions program. I don't know why it is taking me so long. Purrfection I guess...

Seriously, I am slowly being sucked into more and more work on behalf of the shelter. Not that I mind doing good for cats or the community but I am distressed to see some of my old workaholic habits resurfacing. For example, it is now after 6:00PM and I have not eaten since a donut at breakfast. I'm starving and I'm sitting here writing this journal entry instead of getting dinner. Lunch never occurred to me.

I didn't have time for a proper breakfast because I was running extremely late this morning. I accidentally reset the time on the clock radio when I set the alarm time. This is supposed to be impossible without pressing the override button but it's the third time it's happened to me! There is obviously something wrong with the switch. Well, actually there is obviously something wrong with me.

for the family

I just realized that in between working on the brochure I was also trying to e-mail the draft madre's 70th birthday party invitation to Donald for review and I was so spacy I kept making mistakes in understanding what ClarisWorks can and cannot convert. After I consumed a huge quantity of Coca Cola, I realized the easiest thing to do was put the damned thing in html and have Donald and Kevin review it on the web. Duh! Can I be getting Alzheimer's at 46? What is wrong with me?

compulsively

Why am I sitting here? OK, I just picked up the phone and ordered a pizza from Bertucci's. It'll be reading in 15 minutes. So in 15 minutes I will get up and go get it. This is simple. It can be done. I don't have to finish everything in the next 15 minutes or even today ... And working on the journal entry doesn't get me any further toward redoing the brochure or finishing the party invitation. It just makes me feel like I'm doing something and therefore have a place in society. A legitimate place in society.

And now off to Bertucci's for the pizza...

later on

Now I've had the pizza and I've passive-aggressively parked over by the dumpster, far from my unit, to allow little neighbor kids to ride their bikes in my parking space. Their dad said I didn't have to do that for them but I shrugged and said they need some place to play.

So about this needing to feel like I have a legitimate place in society. What's up with that? And can I achieve it if I sleep late?

 

today's spell checker revelations

The spell checker failed to recognize:

  • pinky
  • mewling
  • spacy

And surprisingly, it recognized passive-aggressively and workaholic.

I never cease to find the spell checker amusing.

 

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