i think they bite

August 28, 2004


Tiny black flying insects so much smaller than midges that I can't even see them when they're swarming have taken over the general environs of my condo. Pajama Woman was sitting out by the pool swatting at them then came back over here to complain to me about them. So I'm standing there in the parking lot listening not only to the tale of the tiny flies but to her entire life story and all the while I keep feeling little jolts to my skin like when a small rock hits you in a high wind or something sharp jabs you for just a second. All this time I am not seeing these little flies she's talking about. Granted I just went to the eye doctor a week ago and ordered new glasses so I will no longer look like a total dork in my big glasses held together with picture wire but the prescription isn't that different. But I'm not seeing these flies at all and Pajama Woman is talking my ear off and if I don't get in the car and drive to the market for groceries I am going to be fainting by suppertime. Aiiieee!

So after supper I'm up here in my study/office/room where the computer is and a very very small black fly lands on my monitor screen. Totally visible against the white background of the document I'm working on. No wonder I couldn't see these things outside. They are so small they can fit through the mesh of the window screens! Then I start feeling those sharp jolts again. Yikes, I think they bite! Time to close the window no matter how stiflingly hot it is in here.

Did I mention it's 90 degrees and like 80% humidity?

Little violent thunderstorms are popping up all over. It will be perfectly clear on one side of the street and dark and deluging with high winds and pink lightning on the other. I kept driving in and out of these things while doing errands. I'd be driving along without even the windshield wipers on and suddenly I can't see a thing and the road is underwater. Scary.

The capricious contractor is here repairing the ceiling of my kitchen now that the distribution pipe in the bathtub has been replaced and the tub surround installed. I can already see that he's doing a far more professional job than the evil book-phobic homophobic painter/handyman who destroyed my house and failed to fix the problem. The current capricious contractor even brings a helper to clean up after him. All this was supposed to happen next weekend not this weekend, but he called this morning and said he was coming to my house to finish the work and it will all be done by tomorrow. Somehow I think he/they suddenly realized that next weekend is Labor Day weekend. Who knows. The sooner I am done dealing with this, the better. Of course, given the 1960's plumbing in this house, I never know where something is going to break next.

Speaking of the sixties, I totally don't get why the media is so into talking about the 1968 Democratic National Convention (police riot in Chicago) in the run up to the Republican National Convention when they were barely mentioning it in the runup to the DNC. I heard that Buffalo Springfield song, For What It's Worth, on Weekend Edition this morning after some commentary about the '68 convention. What's interesting about that song in retrospect is that it was written in 1967! Stephen Stills obviously had a prescient understanding of how the battle lines were being drawn. What a field day for the heat! Just the other day, Ned and I were talking about how the country is currently about the most divided it's been since 1968. Actually maybe we've been this divided all along but the boomer generation was too busy raising their kids and making their fortunes to notice they had unfinished business. Now that Bush and Kerry have awakened the painful memories we're just paying attention again. The Bush and Kerry campaigns are rehashing the divisions this country had around the VietNam war instead of talking about the war(s) we're currently in. Both of them should cool it lest the battle lines of old start being drawn again. The sixties are over, boys. Move on.

Come to think of it, I think they bite too.

Today's Reading
Birds in the Bush by Bradford Torrey, Work to Live by Joe Robinson

This Year's Reading
2004 Booklist

Today's Starting Pitcher
Pedro Martinez


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