socially constructed selves

March 6, 2003


I finished reading Cat Culture last night so I'm all set to watch the social order of the cat shelter emerge from the interaction between the cats and the volunteers. Having graduated from college without taking a single sociology course, I'm new to the idea of the socially constructed self let alone applying that idea to Reebok versus Stallone or other cat interactions. Actually, the book did sort of organize some of the same observations I've made over the years into a coherent view of cat shelter culture. The only thing I noticed that was radically different in the authors' observations was the lack of aggression and domination. They either studied a very peaceful shelter or left out the major cat fights.

So Neptune's socially constructed self is helping my socially constructed self with the dishes today by head butting my elbow as I scrub. Petting him with wet, soapy, rubber gloves seems like a bad idea so I interrupt the dishwashing to take the gloves off and pet Neptune until he's satisfied. He takes up his place on the big yellow bucket and watches me from there.

In the office, Winston tells long narratives and does this weird rapid champing thing with his jaw when I pet him. He's a sweetie and loves attention. Siamese seem to really enjoy interacting with people. I guess it helps create their socially constructed selves.

That cute orange tabby Eddy got adopted. I miss him a little. I'm partial to orange tabbies and partial to cats that like me. That doesn't take any sociological or ethnographic methodology to understand. Heck it doesn't even take any of that self object affective connection stuff I read about in Married to the Job to understand either. :-)

The weather forecast claimed the snow would start early this morning, then later this morning. As I leave the cat shelter around 11:30 a few gentle flakes finally start falling. One of the folks at Angelina's asks me when the snow is supposed to start as I'm looking out the window at the suddenly much heavier snow. That was fast.

It's not supposed to be much of a storm in the northern edge of the universe, so I go on about my routine and buy some coffee at Middle Street Foods (the coffee formerly known as Fowle's) - a large dark roast to drink while I bird and a half pound of French Roast to brew at home. When I get to the refuge it's snowing so fast that I can watch the snow accumulating on the backs of Canada geese as they graze in the north field. I don't think I've ever seen snow accumulate on a goose's back before. They look weird with their black necks and heads sticking up over thick white backs. I think all the other birds have hunkered down for the storm. Not even a tree sparrow shows itself. I stick around drinking my coffee and watching the snow accumulate until I realize I probably should have left already. This is more of a snow storm than I'd planned on.

Driving home proves very difficult. The roads are slippery, especially 495. The snow is accumulating on top of a layer of black ice. Not fun. I lose track of how long it takes me to get home. I just clutch the steering wheel and pay careful attention to avoid spinning out or crashing into something. When I finally get home all I want to do is curl up with Wilbur and read.

It starts snowing faster in the later afternoon around 5:00 and I'm glad I don't have to be out there commuting in it. I boil up some pasta for supper and then settle in with herbal tea and Eccentric Travelers, a collection of short pieces about wacky British explorers/adventurers of the 18th and 19th centuries. There must be something about British society that constructs such selves.

Today's Reading
Eccentric Travelers by John Keay, Life and Letters of Lafcadio Hearn by Elizabeth Bisland

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