The Best Laid Plans

Yes, I remember it like it was yesterday
a thousand odd coincidences igniting in unison
And you, my dear,
the very picture of what passes for civility
testifying before the ugly truth commission
reciting my crimes from a dog-eared facsimile
opportunity, motivation, damning DNA evidence
star government witness from a parallel universe
playing to the camera, all wide third-eye innocence
shifting personas from accomplice to virgin sacrifice
spilling the beans to a bunch of old guys in bad suits
my perfect accomplice flipped for chump change
I ask you, who could have seen this coming?
Yes, I remember the night with painful acuity
a million stars framing the rendezvous coordinates
And you, my dear,
wholly responsible for the maddening details
our rough-idling rental, faulty pawn shop artillery
exhibit "A" briefcase whisked from motel vacancy
two shadows in the weeds following a treasure map
criminals of the worst sort, lousy with dumb luck
decoding perfect plans scrawled on wet bar napkins
our thick skins skinned thin by barbed wire fencing
precise in the early stages, but drunk in execution
arguing over stupid details as the dogs grew near
god almighty, where have I heard that before?
Yes, I remember the final gift of submission
the black cloak falling away in a shrug and a sigh
And you, my dear,
suddenly unavailable for comment
your perfect voice reduced to code, mixed in the ether
three repeated notes in descending chime arrangement
like church bells, doorbells, a buzzer on the pearly gate
the clicking of their microphones like summery crickets
and finally the rush of capture, separation, white light
surgical gauze, dabbed with alcohol, brushing your lips
and my lips, parting in telepathic Siamese simpatico
forming the words, "I shall never betray you"
So tell me, what the hell was I thinking?
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